|Looking off into my world|
It is the finish of an evening, I'm writing in the dark. It has been a tremendous weekend; I cannot begin to speculate how quickly it has passed. But such is.
My love went above and beyond this weekend - as I additionally worked on creating a lovely Birthday Month for my man. Together we worked this weekend at having fun, retro gaming, exploring, shopping, creating, experiencing and evolving as a couple.
I find myself late at night using the laptop he gave me to compose this piece - it is the very laptop which we used to create such fun in the realm of retro gaming.
So much of my revelrie is found in the ways we uniquely show our love: I can barely believe it's been nearly 2 years we've been together and already I'm so comfoted by the peace, normalcy, tranquilty, adventure and loveliness of our union. We always find a way to make so much of so little - and in this grand adventure of our lives we've created such a unique rhythm and harmony in our lives we find it to be contagious..
I haven't written much lately. The business of life and family has managed to fill most of my time. It's a crazy thing to say that so much of one's day can be consumed by topics not necessarily conversation-worthy. But we can't deny that so much of our time is spent in those 'in between' moments - those minutes between events, between conversations, between the movements that accelerate our perception of the actual passage of time.
But I enjoy what I have, as much as I have, and as often as I can get it. True bliss is found when I can laugh and share moments so unique that it feels like I'm describing some dreamscape I experienced. Such is the life I live; such is the happiness I can't fake, such is the livilihood I intend to create, and such is the love I have for Jerry. It is unfaultering, unwaivering, unshakable and powerful.
And I do hope he knows how much I feel and how hard I work for him and our future. It's in everything I do. I love him, I love the Lord and I love being able to have moments like this to reflect and be thankful.